well here i am... and there i go.
shaken by the words that escaped your lips,
i sit there helpless and speechless
no words can be quite enough to express.

i came in with no exceptions,
but i had plenty of hesitations.

i can only blame myself for falling,
i dreamt of what we might have been
my head in the clouds, continually longing,

your kisses were indescribable,
your touch was unbelievable,
how do i not know those were meant for her..

your eyes so deep and loving,
your stare so sad and empty,
how do i not know your distant stare
is you thinking "i wish she were here"

hoods up

artist: bart

bart lives out in belgium and he works for this zine.. and im going to be in it.. schweet huh?

hef...

available at a hef cafe near you.

hahahahaha! sigh.

chewy posted this, and i couldnt help myself but to repost it..

she said it best

"When I get lonely these days, I think: So be lonely, Heather. Learn your way around loneliness. Make a map of it. Sit with it, for once in your life. Welcome to the human experience. But never again use another person's body or emotions as a scratching post for your own unfulfilled yearnings."

- Elizabeth Gilbert
eat pray love

progress on cloud tattoo

artist: rod

i asked rod to help me put together a half sleeve for my arm, right above my cityscape on my right arm.. here is the progress so far, i am so stoked on it!! thanks, rod!